Friday, 19th Febuary 2010

A day out with Marianne, Michelle Wong, Pui Shuen and Michelle Liew to Sunway Pyramid. Pictures will do the talking! :)

PS: Next post won't be after my exams which is next week! Wish me luck.
PPS: Me and Retiro get the picture? You might think it's pathethic because the previous post is our anniversary, but this is for real :)

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I know I said I don't have time to blog, but this is a quick and simple post. I just want to wish my dear, Cheng Retiro a very berry Happy 13th Month Anniversary!

Hectic all over.

School has reopened, the hecticness and the stress and the homework is coming all over again! Exams start on Monday and I haven't even started studying. I am behind datelines for homework and I haven't update about my weekend. I will update about it after exams or maybe this weekend, I hope. Guess this is all for now.

He is watching X-men

Day 1 - 11/02/2010

Went back to my hometown, Penang for Chinese New Year. We left Subang at 1.30PM. We stopped in Bidor to have lunch at about 2.30PM. They have awesome Wan Than Mee there. Reached Penang at about 5.15PM then my parent's dropped me at Issey, a hair saloon to do my hair. Straighten it and cut bangs, it took awhile. It was only done at about 8.00PM. My dad came fetching me on the motorcycle to avoid traffic jam. I nearly peed in my pants!

Day 2 - 12/02/2010

Woke up feeling excited because I was going to meet up with Mei Rei and Retiro. Me and the family went praying to wish all passed on family members happy new year. Had lunch near Penang Hill. Next, we we're about to fetch my aunt home, it was on the way to Mei Rei's place so I asked my dad to pick her up. She had guests over so it was a no no. I got home and waited for Mei Rei to come. And she finally did at about 2.30PM, I think. We walked across the road to Gurney Plaza and we went popular to buy a manilla card ( the picture on the right is what we did to it ) then she had her lunch at Secret Recipe, then Sheau Han came, So did Nikki. Nikki went away with her friends and Mei Rei finally finished her Macaroni thingy. We planned to start walking to Despark, the place Retiro studies in as a surprise but I left my phone at home so we had to go back and get it. After I got my phone, saw miss calls from Retiro, So I called him back. Turns out, he was already in Gurney. And we waited for him to come find us. We then went to A&W because Mei Rei was craving for Root Beer, we were there will Eileen appeared with her boyfriend, Dexter. Then off they went leaving Me and Retiro. We had no idea what to do, so we walked around, we went to Toy's R Us, MPH, Parkson, and soon the park. The rest came to look for us at the park then Eileen and Dexter left. The four of us then went to the arcade and played Daytona! After that, was planning to drop Sheau Han and Mei Rei home after buying my Twister Fries when Sheau Han suggested we visit Amirah, so we did. It was awesome to see her again. It was then, we dropped Sheau Han then Mei Rei, and then Retiro dropped me home at 9.45PM.

Day 3 - 13/02/2010

Did nothing much, helped around the house and helped my grandma in the kitchen. Me and my dad had to go Gurney to buy some stuff so I passed Mei Rei her lollipop that she left in the car the night before. At about 6.30PM, we started our dinner, it was deliciously awesome. After dinner, all of us watched Avatar till the clock strike 12. My uncle lit up the fire crackers and we all wished one another Happy New Year.

Day 4 - 14/02/2010

Woke up and dressed up early. Got angpows from some relatives who came and visit us then went out to get some more. Got to see my dear, Harry boy again. Spent every moment possible to play and hug him, I could tell he missed us too. Allergies came back after, but I didn't really bother.

Day 5 - 15/02/2010

Aunt's friends and siblings visited that day and they brought a bunch of little kids. All below 7, I brought all 6 of them up to the room and got toys for them to play. After awhile 4 left, the other 2 were the most adorable boys ever. One was 7years old, Terry. They other was 6years old, Davin. They are much fun. After they went back, I spent my time watching stupid shows I never knew existed. At about 5.30PM, we visited our family friends. We came back around 7.00PM, rang up Mei Rei to come over because she wanted to. After she came, we went Gurney. I brought her to dinner. We laughed, we talked, we made a fools out of ourselves. After her dinner, we walked around and played Daytona ( She's addicted to it ). After a little fun, it was sort of late, we were walking back to my place when I had an idea to go up to the roof. We star gazed and saw fireworks then went home. Apparently when I was at the piano playing " Right here waiting " she thought it was for her, she was so touched. We " designed " the house in our heads, it was so awesome. We got bored after and started to prank call almost everybody we both know. She stayed over after because I wouldn't let her walk home alone at 12.00AM midnight.

Day 6 - 16/02/2010

It was time to go home, it was a bit sad for me to leave all the loved ones behind after finally getting to see them in a couple of months. Woke up and got dressed, Mei Rei went home and we started to load everything into the car. We started our journey at 1.00PM and ended at 7.00PM. The supposed-to-be opened roads were apparently jammed up. We had to drive in an average speed of 60km/h because of it. 6hours in the car for a 358km journey was no fun at all.

PS: Pictures will be uploaded soon, I hope. 

Rawring New Year!

It's the eve of Chinese New Year, I'm here to wish all of you a very Happy Rawring Chinese New Year! I just had my reunion dinner and found a little time to update a bit. I had a haircut on Thursday, went out with the best people yesterday and WILL update all about it when I'm back in Subang, I hope. Well, till then, Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Holidays! :) Oh! And not to forget, Happy Valentines Day! To my dear boyfriend, Cheng Retiro, thanks for a great time yesterday, I love you and already am missing you, I hope this new year brings time for us to spend together. Thanks for baring with me through the ups and downs, especially all my crazy emotional moments, you're the BEST.

Me plus you, I'ma tell you one time

Today was an awesome day, we had " Ujian Segak " during Pendidikan Jasmani, while Pui Shuen, Marianne, Nicole and Michelle W went to order Mcdonald's. We planned it yesterday as a so called " celebration " before Chinese New Year. All six of us, including me and Michelle L couldn't wait for recess to arrive. And finally it did! We rushed to the canteen, sat down and ate our Awesome Duper Delicious Yummy Mcvalue Breakfast. Me, Michelle L and Marianne had Big Breakfast while Nicole, Pui Shuen and Michelle W had Sausage Mcmuffin. And instead of coffee and tea, we ordered coke. After recess, we thought Pn. Shantha, our Biology teacher was absent, turns out it was just a misunderstanding between the teachers. So we ended up with two free periods because Pn. Zaidah, our Moral teacher was absent. All of us were talking and laughing a lot. Pn. Tey even lectured us yesterday. Pui Shuen came up with " My breast is your breast " instead of " My breath is your breath " from Justin Bieber's song, One Time and we started to laugh even louder when Marianne remixed it but a whole lot dirtier then Pn. Tey started to stare at her with the stink eye.

After school, I got home and I couldn't even eat lunch thanks to our Mcd Breakfast, was so freaking full! I showered and started to pack because I'm off to Penang tomorrow! I'm like very excited, I can't wait! My mom called me " Crazy Girl " the whole time when she was helping me pack. Why? I was wearing my new shoes all around the whole house and changing into my new clothes! Can't wait to actually wear them. I bought a bonus pair of shoes yesterday too, usually my family is only allowed to buy a pair for Chinese New Year but I have two! It's another canvas shoe. It's black with colourful stitches from F.O.S but it's Banana Moon, take a look! I love both of my shoes!

Live like we're dying

Where's he when I need him?
Where's he when I miss him?
Where's he when I come home from school?
Where's he when I wanted someone to comfort me?

I want him back, I need him, I love him, I think about him every second of my life, I know he doesn't know how to read and he can't understand me. What I do know is that, deep down inside he understands.

To my dear Harry boy, I miss you, I know you're not dead and I'm being very dramatic but you mean so much to me, you're always here for me whenever I needed someone to accompany me. I miss your cuteness, I miss the way you try to apologize after I scold you for peeing everywhere. I miss it when you run around, and whenever I'm in reach, you would cuddle up with me. I miss it when you try to tell me you miss me and you use your paws and claws to try to hug me when I carry you. I miss your presence here, I use to open the toilet door, and see you calling for me, I don't hear you anymore, I miss your barks. I miss the way you call for someone to open the door when I come back from school. I miss the way you sit on my lap when I'm doing my homework or using the computer. I miss the times we had together, I miss the way you stare at me when I'm eating. Harry, you're more than a dog, you're my family. You use to sleep with me on my bed and cuddle on my blanket between my legs. I'm so sorry I have allergies, I would do anything if it meant I could have you back right beside me. Days have been absolutely bored without you. I use to stare at you when you sleep, you're so cute. I remember when you we're just a tiny puppy, you slept in a basket. You never liked to sleep alone, I would wait till you sleep and then I'd go to my room. I remember bathing you, dipping you in the bucket of medication. You are so afraid of bathing after that one experience, you stand so still and stiff whenever we give you a bath. I miss the times where you run into the towel, wiping yourself after a bath. Oh gosh Harry, I really miss you so much. I look back at the pictures I took with you and I cry. You've been taken away from me for so many times, it hurts me so much every time that happens. I can never have you around anymore, I can never have that cute little puppy Mom brought home 3 years back. For all that I did to you, I'm sorry. I'm also sorry for splitting you up with your family. I know it's all my fault, and I can't do anything about it. But now you got a new home with the evil cousin of mine. I hope they take care of you well, I pray that you won't get dognapped, I hope the other dogs there don't bully you and make you starve like the other time. I promise I'll visit you whenever I can, that I promise. If you could understand me, I would tell you that you come number one on my list, I don't care what other people say, they might say you're just a dog, you're just an animal, a pet. Trust me, you're so much more. I love you, Harry.

Endless Love - Diana Ross & Lionel Richie

On my way home from school today, this song was playing in the car. My dad started singing to it, again and again. It's a very nice song, try listening to it. My dad was asking me " Do you know who sang this song? " I said " No ". " How can you not know? They're legends, it's Lionel Richie and Diana Ross " He said. " My dad loves this song, he got me into liking it too! These are the lyrics,

My love, there's only you in my life,
The only thing that's right.
My first love, you're every breath that I take,
You're every step I make.
And I, I want to share, all my love with you,
No one else will do.
And your eyes, they tell me how much you care.
Oh yes, you will always be, my endless love.

Two hearts, two hearts that beat as one.
Our lives have just begun.
Forever, I'll hold you close in my arms,
I can't resist your charm.
My love, I'll be a fool, for you I'm sure,
You know I don't mind.
Cause you, you mean the world to me.
Oh, I know I've found in you, my endless love.

And love, I'll be that fool, for you, I'm sure.
You know I don't mind.
And yes, you'll be the only one.
Cause no one can deny,
This love I have its fine.
I'll give it all to you,
My love, my love, my endless love.

Lots can happen in 5hours

So today was just like any normal day, I woke up early and went to school. I had to wear the pinafore instead of the baju kurung, it wasn't iron, that's why. I went to school, looking like a little girl. After school, there was choir, pretty much very boring, we learnt new songs which are " Keranamu Malaysia " and " I'm His Child ". After choir, I got home and had lunch. Not much of a meal, people would say. Then, Ryo the brother said we we're going to True Fitness in Taipan. Have been going there for about a week now, awesome place! Anyways, I then took a quick shower, we left the house at 3P.M. turns out, we had to drop our mom at her office, which is all the way in KL.

And so we did, the jam was hell. After 50minutes of good sleep in the car, we finally reached her office, so goodbye mom! Another half an hour was taken to get back to Subang. We got there, met up with Eli ( pronouced as EeLee, short for Elizabeth ) the brother's girlfriend, Jon and Joel the brother's friends. We ran, we sitted up and so on, we had good laughters. After about 2hours, it was already almost 7P.M. all of us we're hungry, we circled around Taipan to look for something nice, cheap and less fattening to eat. After 15minutes, we all gave up and ate in KFC. The five of us shared a dinner plate, how awesome!

After dinner, we went back to my place and freshen up, all of them had to go for a meeting, so bye bye. And Tadaaaa! I'm here, writing this but now, Additional Mathematics is calling for me, so I'm off. Good night :)

QWERTYUIOP

If you're wondering what the title means, just check your keyboard. Not only that, apparently, it's also one of the short stories in Form 4 & 5 Literature book. It's kinda lame, lmfao. The story is about a girl named Lucy Beck who just graduated from Belmont Secretarial College, she started to work as a secretary at a company called Ross and Banisters. So the first day when she started working, she felt weird while typing with the electric typewriter. The things she typed suddenly appeard as " QWERTYUIOP ". And " GO AWAY " and stuff like that. She then found out that there was a spirit named Miss Broome. Lucy then like type back at Miss Broome and stuff then she just found peace. THE END!

I wrote a summary! Hahaha. Nevermind, ignore that. Anyways, a few days ago, I finally found the perfect shoe for Chinese New Year! It's a " Converse Chuck Taylor All Star Limited Edition Special Ox ; Low top Neon Yellow " Not sure if that's the exact way to call it, but it's something like that. Here's a picture of it!

One day - Matisyahu feat. Akon

See everybody that's existing, got a mind of their own.

We're all kings and queens with a throne of our own.
Trying to raise a family in another big home.
We got to learn to stick together, hate to be here alone. 

Cause the world is a place that will eat you alive in one day.
Said the world is a place, that you can't survive without faith.

Sometimes in my tears I drown, but I never let it get me down.
So when negativity surrounds, I know some day it'll all turn around because

All my life I've been waiting for, I've been praying for,
For the people to say, that we don't wanna fight no more.
There'll be no more wars, and our children will play.
One day.

It's not about win or lose.
We all lose when they feed on the souls of the innocent blood drenched pavement.
Keep on moving though the waters stay raging.
In this maze you can lose your way (your way).
It might drive you crazy, but don't let it faze you no way (no way).

Gotta hold on, living life day by day.
Gotta hold on, put your focus on that one day.
All my life I've been waiting for, I've been praying for,
For the people to say, that we don't wanna fight no more.
There'll be no more wars, and our children will play.
One day.

One day this all will change, treat people the same.
Stop with the violence, down with the hate.
One day we'll all be free and proud to be,

Under the same sun, singing songs of freedom like

Gotta hold on, living life day by day.
Gotta hold on, put your focus on that one day.
All my life I've been waiting for, I´'ve been praying for,
For the people to say, that we don't wanna fight no more.
There'll be no more wars, and our children will play.
One day.

Say it loud and clear with no fear

Sometimes, things are written for memories. It doesn't have to mean a thing, it doesn't have to make sense. I don't write this blog for anybody's humour, but to just write it for my own. I'm not trying to sass about anyone, I'm just saying it in general. I wouldn't mind people not reading it, it's up to them. Why should they if they don't want to? They can just take a glance at this blog and just click that red icon on the top right of the screen and just stop. If anybody would have known me well enough, I don't really bother what they think about me, sure insults may hurt, sometimes joking may hurt too.

Words flow through our mind, each word reminds us of different things. Like for instance, when the word " cat " appears, the only thing I can think about is, the cat I saw being ran over 5 years ago. People might speak without thinking and ending up saying something that wasn't suppose to be said. Or sometimes people may just gossip about you, and they'd think you don't know. Sure people can gossip, I'm not saying it's wrong but you got to know how to talk in a correct volume so the person you talk about won't hear you. " What if I want the person to hear me? " Well, then talk loud enough, and be straight forward. It's better to be honest, as people say " Honesty is the best policy. " Sure it might hurt someone, maybe that someone might even change for the better and still be a friend, you might never know.

Those who are reading, if there's even anyone. Please do not take this the wrong way, I'm not talking about anyone in particular, but to a friend of mine who's going through friendship problems. I'm starting to sound like some lame counsellar, just going to stop now.

My so called first blog post!

Yes, you must be thinking " This girl can't make up her mind. " Well, I really can't. Sometimes I just feel like " I'm tired of blogging " and then sometimes will be like " Damn, I miss it ". For those who don't know what I'm talking about, forgive me and make way for explanation. It goes like this, this is not my first time blogging. I use to have blogs too, my first would be x-justbeingme-x.blogspot.com which was made when I was Fourteen when my life was still in Penang, and the second is xosomepersonxo.blogspot.com after I moved in the same year and of course, I deleted them. And now I'm here, with yet another new blog. The reason why, is not only because I miss it. I have weird moments like I'm doing something, I'll suddenly think of things to blog. And then I remembered I don't have one. I'll be like " damnn ". So here I am, fulfilling my thoughts. LOL. That sounds so weird. Well, new posts up soon, I hope.